Stirring the Pot.

Lots has happened since we talked last.

Well the last time we spoke I didn't have a job that was worth my time... that changed 08-21-07. As of August 21st, 2007 I am now considered a Freelance Graphic Designer for Mastermind Marketing. At first I really didn't think that I was going to like it (very rocky first week), but after the first month I really think that I'm starting to get the hang of how things work here. Master Mind is a marketing /promotions company located in Atlanta Georgia. I basically create promotional works, corporate identities, car wraps, booklets, posters, scratch-off game pieces, blah, blah.... anything that you would need graphics for. So for an entry level designer I am very happy with my job. Take THAT Lawryde. F*cker.

Ever since I graduated college I am finding that life is just paced a little slower than I when I was in school. I'm not really worried about having to stay up until 3am to finish a rendering or worried about making rent at the beginning of the month, or wonder what the hell I was going to eat for 67 cents (ramen). I work my 8- 6 and I go home. The amount of free time is amazing. I find that there really isn't that much going on in my life. The calm waters are starting to get to me though, and at that point I find myself stirring the pot for no particular reason at all. Its not that I am unhappy with something (or anything for that matter) I just am starting to notice that when everything is going well I find some retarded way to jack it up.... I either snap at my family, yell at my friends, or pick a ridiculous fight with Eeyore. Whatever I am doing is completely my fault and I am SO sorry if you guys are reading this.... but I have no idea what is wrong with me. I'm not sure if I am just so use to something be effed up at all times that I kinda loose it if everything is calm. Any suggestions on how to fix this behavior? Is there a term for this? Just looking for an explanation.....